i feel so confused.
ive got 168hours per week & they're all full of thngs.
time to be divided to 8 catagories.
im afraid i wont be th girl whom i used to be.
im afraid im not able to pirotise n set a targeted goal for my wk
my studies, my friends will all be affected.
its just hard to accept evth thrown to ur faces whn u dnt evn have th time to adapt to it.
studies, school, NP, exco, family, hsewk, tuition, madrasah, friends!
wht's nxt?
i dnt wna be somebdy whom u
used to hang out w.
i dnt wna be this:wher's nad?
oh she busy.
time & again this. they'll for sure shrug me off.
im confused, im puzzle.
she said friends will be ther for u.
but wht if my friends shrug me off & not bother abt me anymr cos i've got no time for thm.
wht if YOU shrug me off. wht if you're not ther for me?
i cant be friends w him only right?
i dun wna sacrifice any one of th thngs above. all are equally as important to me.
anthr issue.
i dnt wna be complacent.
im afraid i'll be tht.
dear friends, please dont give me tht look whnvr i say i cant. i needa time to adapt to all this.
all of th thngs are thrown right to my face.
please do understand.
Sunday, July 6 @ 6:37:00 pm
