i spy with my little eye...
5 weird and different girls w different personalities tht makes th world go round : D
yesterday was Ms Toh's birthday.
today's Ella's birthday.
tomorrow's Chacha's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
i discovered something today. something so little yet so impactful.
but why does it have to happen?
why? i'm not sure either.
to let acccept th fact is hard, to let go is even harder. but that's one hurdle tht evryone has to overcome one day. it just so happen ours is now. we must be strong. we must understand that they are reasons behind it. we must know that with us continuing doing wht we're doing, we're hurting ourselves even more. are we ready to hurt ourselves evn deeper? we have to decide for ourselves cause if we don't someone will and it's not gna be pretty and obviously it will be harder. take it in our stride. we'll face this together and in due time, we'll succeed. it'll take a lot to take tht step but, i knw we will make it. this is one thing all teenagers go through, too bad we care too much for one person, regardless if it's a friend or more than tht. we care a little too much. remember, just by walking awy is th easiest way out, but will we really satisfy from just walking awy? and yes, i will try to make you do th impossible!
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ther's too many things to say, ther's too many things to be told. but why can't some people understand? honestly speaking, i seriously am puzzled. H did it. you can too, hopefully.
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one have got to be true to oneself. you can't please everyone remember?
this aim in life is stupid and pretty impossible, so grow up kiddies who think you're able to achieve this.
person A: you knw 'yourname'
person B:yah, he's okaye. unlike his friend who's a ........
i used to be like you, no worries. however, you'll realise how cruel and streotype th society will or can be. I had enough of pleasing everyone. cause you'll please somebody and make th other angry. and you'll please tht person and make anthr person angry. its th whole cycle all ovr again. pointless right?
so at th end of th day, lesson to learn is: be true to yourself. don't be somebody you knw you can't be. and don't try to fit in and not be yourself. ther'll be somebody out ther, th one who is similar to you but not in evryway. howevr you'll still appreciate and find a friend in him(generally) i found mine in many corners of th world. and i know they are true to themselves, tht's wht make us click. .
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ok, lets talk off tht topic. above topic is either all crap or, really make sense.
th whole pile of workload is coming again.
i hear NP trainings schedules, i hear EXCO camp planning, i hear more NP things.
and, in less than 365 days, i'll be taking th paper tht will determine my life path. we ought to be afraid, but why aren't we?
i had th first AM lesson just nw. you'd be surprise on how much you miss someone who doesn't mean as much to you as you expected it to be, yeah, ther we shoutings and things like tht but still, i missed Mr Y alot whn i wasn't in Spore. Physics was super interesting. th light fm Venus bounced to create an image. (odd number joke:)
cherry-o.
Wednesday, October 29 @ 9:02:00 pm
